Post by Zoey Abercrombie on Dec 8, 2009 23:05:22 GMT
It had been a day to end all days. Firstly, Zoey had woken up to a morning of grey clouds and heavy rain, putting her in a foul mood considering she had Care of Magical Creatures first. She had headed down to the Great Hall to grab a few slices of toast, when she met Noah on the stairs. She stopped and smiled but in return Noah just continued up the stairs whistling a tune to himself. She sat in the Great Hall alone, as seemed to be the norm nowadays. Nobody seemed to want to talk to her anymore, Noah had left her, James had Lilah and Logan was too interested in Olivia to notice. She poured herself a glass of pumpkin juice, sipping it slowly as she caught sight of a group of gossiping girls look in her direction and then turn away quickly giggling loudly.
Why can't everyone just leave me alone? Ok so the most popular girl in school has fallen from grace seeing as though her nearly boy-friend has sided with a Malfoy of all people and James is now pretending I no longer exist. Sometimes I wonder if the world would be better off without me. I just can't do it anymore. I hate it. I hate being alone, ignored, hated. People don't understand me, they just believe the vicious rumours that circulate round the school, that I'm a heartless bitch. Well I'm not and the only people who used to stick up for me are now denying that I even exist. Maybe I can go and provoke Kianthra or Charlotte, that would get it over with quickly. Not Nikita though, she plays with her food too much. Mind you that would be a very public death. I'd prefer something where no one actually noticed, yes that would be best. I just can't do it anymore. I want to stop living a lie and kidding myself that I belong here. I obviously don't. Even the geekiest little first year has a best friend. I have no one. No one will even notice that I'm gone.
The girl had risen to her feet and had begun walking out of the Hall into the grounds. No one stopped to wave to her or smile, they all continued with their own business, as if she was invisible. Even her best friends denyed that she had just walked past them. Zoey had reached the side of the lake, and that's where she was sitting now. Zoey sighed as she looked at the ripples on the lake that had been caused by the drops of rain bouncing on its surface. She looked into the dark depths, peering over the edge. Dare I do it? I can't think of any other way, I don't want it any other way. I want all the pain to end, all the loss, all the jealousy, everything. I want nothingness. She looked around quickly, checking no one was watching before dropping her bag which contained her wand, and jumping into the lake.
She swam as far down as she could, waiting for the few moments which would indicate she was running out of air. The blackness came quickly, a dark blur on the edge of her vision. Black.