Post by Dakota Greene on Jan 10, 2010 3:35:30 GMT
This is as old as possible and the dumbest post I ever made
Haven sighed to her self letting her mind wander, right now she was thinking about a dream she had a few days ago. Really it was quite a odd dream and she wondereed why in the world she even had it, but in her dream she was with a bunch of people she didn't even know. In many of the dreams she had there were just people she didn't know at all, they were just there and they seemed to know her. It was kinda weird, but in this dream she was a vampire.
Perhaps it was just because she had a sorta a liking to vampires or some thing, she just kinda found them a little interesting some times. Though some people thought she was odd for liking vampires, and a person once thought she was emo or some thing as she was once really into vampires. Though that was very far of being the case, it was very very far from being the case to be honest. She just thought vampires to be very interesting was all, that was all there was to it. It wasn't a bad thing right, truly she could never just be to sure.
She surely did hope it wasn't a bad thing, because if it was that would not be good. That would be a very bad thing, cause that would just be a reason for people to think she was weird. In this one school she went to that is all the people seemed to think of her, she was weird. Though that was because the kids in the school were pretty loud and Haven, she was just very far from being a thing like that. That was just a person Haven would never seem to be, she would never bee that kind of person. Though at times it would kinda be nice to be like that, a person who was a little less quiet.
It would just be very nice, many things would be very nice really. Like having her parents back, that would be a very nice thing some thing she would just very much like. She really missed her parents and just wished she had her parents back, she wished she had her little sister back to. If she had them back she wouldn't be here, she'd be back home where she truly belonged.
Back at her home in Australia, that was where she truly belonged. Not here in America, sure she was thinking that way to much but it didn't matter. There was no way a person could ever go back in time, her family was gone and would always be gone. No matter how much she seemed to just wish that all the time, it would just be nice to have them back with her.
But of course all that was was a wish, a wish she could just only wish for. She knew it was to never come true, nothing did would never get her family back. She hated that fact, she really hated that fact with a fiery passion. It was a passion that burned deep with in her, she wanted her family back. Even if it was just for a day or a hour she just wished she could see them again, talk to them again.
Even if she was to die after she talked to them, right now she really didn't seem to even care much about that at all. How could she care, she had barely no friends, really no reason to just care right now. Some day maybe she would have a reason to live, truly right now she did not seem to even know. If she ever would know, that was quite beyond her. Any thing could happen as any thing seemed possible, all she knew was that life. It was truly not always what it seemed to be, life was just crazy some times.
It had its good things and it had its bad things, and the fact of the matter much of her life was just filled with bad things. Terrible bad things, really. Her parents and sister were dead, she had scars from the accident. She was lucky to have even survived the accident, she could have just ended up like her family. She could have found her self dead like her parents, like her dog, like her little sister.
Her little sister was only eight years old, she had her whole life ahead of her. She had much more possibilities then Haven did, she was more fun then Haven is to. Haven seemed like just a pretty boring person, she didn't seem to be to much fun at all. Least to her lovely cousin Alice she was that way, but Alice was a beautiful lively girl. She was always fun to be around, always entertaining. So unlike Haven really, but Haven seemed to just be one of a kind.
But there was truly nothing wrong with that right, being a little differant was a good thing in some ways. Haven seemed to kinda like differant, it interested her in many differant ways. In many differant levels, all depended on what type of differant you were though. A person could truly be quite a few differant kinds of differant, there was a good differant and a bad differant. Some times Haven thought she was just the bad type of differant, but truly it didn't seem to matter to her really.
She was what she was and that was all it was to it, she was an out sider. Sure she said that many times before, but she just had to say it again. In her mind it was surely true, it was very true. No matter how much she did really wish to deny it, she was an outsider here. She was an outsider before though, she was in New Zealand for a year or two once before moving back to Australia. Then she found her self here, here in lovely America.
Her thoughts led her else where so when a boy bumped into her she fell over onto her back on the ground. She landed on her elbow probably scraping it to, "ow"she muttered her accent appearing in her voice. "oh umm uh yeah yeah just, just fine" she said nodding her head though her elbow was bleeding slightly so saying she was fine was a lie.
Though other then that she was pretty much fine, nothing was brother or any thing, That was good, cause she didn't need a broken arm or any thing. That was pretty much just the last thing she needed pretty much, "umm well uhh I'ma Haven"she said. "And uhh you are"she added quickly to that still on the ground, her arm just bleeding.
Haven sighed to her self letting her mind wander, right now she was thinking about a dream she had a few days ago. Really it was quite a odd dream and she wondereed why in the world she even had it, but in her dream she was with a bunch of people she didn't even know. In many of the dreams she had there were just people she didn't know at all, they were just there and they seemed to know her. It was kinda weird, but in this dream she was a vampire.
Perhaps it was just because she had a sorta a liking to vampires or some thing, she just kinda found them a little interesting some times. Though some people thought she was odd for liking vampires, and a person once thought she was emo or some thing as she was once really into vampires. Though that was very far of being the case, it was very very far from being the case to be honest. She just thought vampires to be very interesting was all, that was all there was to it. It wasn't a bad thing right, truly she could never just be to sure.
She surely did hope it wasn't a bad thing, because if it was that would not be good. That would be a very bad thing, cause that would just be a reason for people to think she was weird. In this one school she went to that is all the people seemed to think of her, she was weird. Though that was because the kids in the school were pretty loud and Haven, she was just very far from being a thing like that. That was just a person Haven would never seem to be, she would never bee that kind of person. Though at times it would kinda be nice to be like that, a person who was a little less quiet.
It would just be very nice, many things would be very nice really. Like having her parents back, that would be a very nice thing some thing she would just very much like. She really missed her parents and just wished she had her parents back, she wished she had her little sister back to. If she had them back she wouldn't be here, she'd be back home where she truly belonged.
Back at her home in Australia, that was where she truly belonged. Not here in America, sure she was thinking that way to much but it didn't matter. There was no way a person could ever go back in time, her family was gone and would always be gone. No matter how much she seemed to just wish that all the time, it would just be nice to have them back with her.
But of course all that was was a wish, a wish she could just only wish for. She knew it was to never come true, nothing did would never get her family back. She hated that fact, she really hated that fact with a fiery passion. It was a passion that burned deep with in her, she wanted her family back. Even if it was just for a day or a hour she just wished she could see them again, talk to them again.
Even if she was to die after she talked to them, right now she really didn't seem to even care much about that at all. How could she care, she had barely no friends, really no reason to just care right now. Some day maybe she would have a reason to live, truly right now she did not seem to even know. If she ever would know, that was quite beyond her. Any thing could happen as any thing seemed possible, all she knew was that life. It was truly not always what it seemed to be, life was just crazy some times.
It had its good things and it had its bad things, and the fact of the matter much of her life was just filled with bad things. Terrible bad things, really. Her parents and sister were dead, she had scars from the accident. She was lucky to have even survived the accident, she could have just ended up like her family. She could have found her self dead like her parents, like her dog, like her little sister.
Her little sister was only eight years old, she had her whole life ahead of her. She had much more possibilities then Haven did, she was more fun then Haven is to. Haven seemed like just a pretty boring person, she didn't seem to be to much fun at all. Least to her lovely cousin Alice she was that way, but Alice was a beautiful lively girl. She was always fun to be around, always entertaining. So unlike Haven really, but Haven seemed to just be one of a kind.
But there was truly nothing wrong with that right, being a little differant was a good thing in some ways. Haven seemed to kinda like differant, it interested her in many differant ways. In many differant levels, all depended on what type of differant you were though. A person could truly be quite a few differant kinds of differant, there was a good differant and a bad differant. Some times Haven thought she was just the bad type of differant, but truly it didn't seem to matter to her really.
She was what she was and that was all it was to it, she was an out sider. Sure she said that many times before, but she just had to say it again. In her mind it was surely true, it was very true. No matter how much she did really wish to deny it, she was an outsider here. She was an outsider before though, she was in New Zealand for a year or two once before moving back to Australia. Then she found her self here, here in lovely America.
Her thoughts led her else where so when a boy bumped into her she fell over onto her back on the ground. She landed on her elbow probably scraping it to, "ow"she muttered her accent appearing in her voice. "oh umm uh yeah yeah just, just fine" she said nodding her head though her elbow was bleeding slightly so saying she was fine was a lie.
Though other then that she was pretty much fine, nothing was brother or any thing, That was good, cause she didn't need a broken arm or any thing. That was pretty much just the last thing she needed pretty much, "umm well uhh I'ma Haven"she said. "And uhh you are"she added quickly to that still on the ground, her arm just bleeding.
