Post by Charlotte Riddle on Dec 17, 2009 3:04:00 GMT
Murtle was crying yet again. The sound was echoing down the hallways. The floors had already been seeping with water. She had turned all the faucets on, some way to prove, that if the ghost really wanted to, she could cry her eyes out. The howling call from the female continued as people simply covered their ears in annoyance as they ran down the hall. All the classes had ended for the day and many students were now wondering the halls or returning to their common rooms. Dinner was on its way and until then everyone was left to start off on homework or just hang around. It was actually, despite the usual crying in the bathroom, a very quiet evening. There was a nice stillness about the Black Lake as well as the Forbidden Forest. There was still light, giving off a very pretty vision if one were to look out past the lake. Moving back into the castle a different scene, definitely not one of peace, was about to unfold.
Charlotte was now running through the hallway, pushing students out of her way as she moved. She had placed herself at the entrance to Murtle's bathroom, surprising able to keep her balance through the flooded floor. She ripped open the door and ran into a stall. The scene unfolding was not a pretty sight at all. Extremely strange for most especially for the girl herself. Her clear eyes were sullen and bloodshot, there were tears spilling over from her eyes lids, she was practically choking on her own tears and breaths. She gripped the bathroom handle in a vice-like grip. What had possibly happened to make the Riddle act like this?
Her body was near convulsions, her chest ached in her chest and her stomach felt like it was going to explode. It was just suppose to be a simple nap during her last few classes. Instead, she received some strange monstrous nightmare. It was different from the usual thing to scare students at this school. Most teens would be afraid of the death of their parents or spiders or drowning...Or even her and the Death Eaters. But this....Well, this was something different...Something, simply put, strange. Her entire body felt on fire, as if it hadn't been a dream at all, but real truth.
She was cramped into the stall, trying to grab a hold on her emotions before somebody decided to stop Murtles flooding of the castle. She could not afford to be seen like this. It would be a laughing stalk, Charlotte Riddle, as she was soon going to be known as, crying in the girls bathroom. No doubt the bloody order would hold it over her head for decades. Her mind was drifting back to the nightmare. She was picturing it all over again.
In all reality, she was still only a seventeen year old girl, with a reputation to live up to. Her father was the Darkest Wizard of all time. Don't misunderstand her, she wanted to take control, she wanted to purify the world of muggles and blood traitors. She just wasn't sure if she could handle everything that went with it. She had so much self-doubt that even she had hidden from herself. Deep down she didn't think she was a great astounding wizard. Deep down, she wanted, in the long run, to be able to have a family to call her own. Real friends, not followers.
The realization of all of that was hitting her now, and hitting her hard.
Everyone feels something.